Wednesday, 12 March 2008

• After stressing out so much this term about everything under the great blue sky, I finally feel like I have some time to rest.

  A lot has changed.  A lot has stayed the same.  I can't really tell.  I've been sleeping earlier, staying online less, and doing much more work.  This semester feels better than the last.. somewhat I suppose.  I guess I've been worried about much different things this term.  All my life it feels like I've been chasing after a certain boy, or begging my parents for a certain pet, but now I'm more concentrated on my future and what lies ahead.  Grad school's been on my mind quite often, I don't know how much I want to be a vet anymore.  I still want to take care of animals, but I don't know if I could handle another four years away at college.. away from my friends and family.

  I'm really thankful for the way things have gone for me.  I'm really grateful for the few people I can literally run and cry to when I feel overwhelmed.  I'm also thankful that they don't think I'm insane by now.. not all the time anyway.

  Security.  It's what everyone wants; it's what everyone needs.  It seems like everyone just wants to know.  Who they'll marry, how much they'll make, how happy they'll be... it takes patience to figure out these answers.. and you can't just look for them.
  Just sit back, look up, and ask.  The answers will come eventually.

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